so i got pretty emotional today.
i was at work at it was comming to the end of my day.
and i had 30 minutes to go... and it was going by reeeaaally slow.
and i noticed no one really talking to me.
and then i heared peoples convos.
and i realized none of these people are like really great friends.
like we all get along, i enjoy working with everyone.
but its like... i dont feel like anyone would ask me to hang out outside of it.
its a weird feeling. makes me feel lonely.
just makes me realize jus thow alone i am here.
All i have is Daniel. and thats really it.
Cause like i used to have Daniel for my life.
and then I had Victoria during work to hang with.
and I had my family 20 min away that Id see once a week.
and Cas was so close, and we'd get together often.
and its like here i am. going to work with idiots
and they really DRIVE ME NUTs sometimes.
like a freakin monkey can do some of this stuff!
ringing up clients isnt a skill.
i dont know. i just got really really emotional and sad.
its really hard to be away from everyone sometimes.
I love Daniel. I love him so much. I would go to the end of the earth for him.
and I will. because being married to daniel is the best thing ever. and i wouldnt trade anything for what i have.
He is amazing. He makes things better with just a smile.
ok... bedtime.
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Dont be lonely, we are all here for you.
Right now you are doing a great thing, sacraficing things that are so important to you for Daniel. he knows this and he loves you SO much for it.
One day soon we will all be closer again. You will meet new people and make more friends.
Have you tried any activities to meet people? Local churchs groups for newly weds? Im sure there is something.
You will make it :) Your strong. You taught me!
I understand what you mean. I feel that way at times. So many of my good friends left off to college or moved away or out of state. It's times like these that we realize who's important in our lives. Friends will come and go, but family is forever. You're such a great gal, your personality sparkles and you touch every life that comes in front of you. You will make friends... lasting ones. Love and miss ya.
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