This is the backround to my computer... AKA my LIFE.

I love my family... and CASSANDRA CLAIRE.

and it really looks like cas is the only one who reads this... so i will respond to her comment.

its like... i would love to make friends... but not really.

because if i am only going to be here for another year.

Id rather not have another person to miss when i leave somehwere.

I am already going to miss some people at work.

its weird... i know. but i just miss everyone.

and i wish i lived closer to work.

that way my friends at work... can be my friends in life.

and i do want to find a church.

anyway... i am better today.

i have my emotional moments.

but i love my family.

i cant help it!

i have the best family anyone could ask for.

and the most amazing best friend ever.

so you cant blame me for missing what i am used to having.

i call daily. and i visit monthly. and its really great.

I'll be back in no time.