Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Wonderful Family

I serously have the most wonderful family ever. I cannot believe how amazing my family is sometimes.

like my dad. what an amazing man. A true servant of God. He is the type of guy who would bend over backwords for anyone. Like if he only had a dollar left, and someone needed it... even if he needed it more. he would willingly, without hesitation hand it over in a second flat. From thinking where he started from, he didnt have a perfect life with a picketed fence house, and a perfect family. He created the life he has now, and he fell in love and never gave up on it. Because when I think about it, to loose someone you really love and are going to marry... but never give up on life. and never give up on love like he did. I am amazed at who he is. and how great he is. I wouldnt trade my dad for anything.

and my mom, I really do love my mom. Ya, she gets on my nerves... but we are just girls who are annoying. but she loves me. and she shows me how much she loves me all the time in her own way. She never makes me feel stupid, and she always has made me feel smart. like I cant read well... and i am not afraid to admit that. but she would sit up all night with me and let me read to her... or she would read something to me and help me with hours of homework... not just because she knows i need help to get it done, but she knows i would feel so embarrased without her help.

and my sister and my brother in law... but first Brenda, I have always looked up to her. I have always wanted to be just like her. Since I was a tiny little girl having bad dreams and slept in her bed. She has been my Idol. And as time went on she because such an amazing Christan woman. someone who can really inspire you. Someone who wont let you down. I know we have our differences... but she is my best friend. and she fell in love with her highschool sweetheart Mike. my other brother. I dont even think of him as anything less. he is my brother. always has been. their love is inspiring, young, married, God... and they never gave up on eachother. She supported him through school... they have beautiful children.

and the rest of my family... aunts... uncle... and paul. they all are amazing. everyone would drop everything in a second if anyone needed them. Thats how dependable my family is. they will sell their souls to save someone they love. we have family BBQs for any reason. ANY! we are like "its friday... BBQ!" and everyone will show. like 15-20 people. thats a big family gathering... and we do it allll the time.

and cas. my best friend since 9th grade. my sister... I swear we were made to be best friends. No matter what we talk about. we always understand eachother exactly... and think the exact same things. We fall in love at the same time... we get married roughly at the same time... kids wont be too far off either. She is great. We have more memories than i can handle sometimes. We can talk about NOTHING all day and yet pee out pants laughing about it. and when we have hard times... its like she understands me perfectly. like when no one knows what i mean. she knows me. and i know her. its weird... we can say nothing... and know exactly what was meant by it. we have the same sence of humor. we practly were attatched by the hip for 4 years in higschool and then 1 in college.

and of course... Daniel. my husband. The love of my life. the one person who has always made me feel perfect. ALWAYS. He is the smartest, most brilliant person i know... and yet he never has made me feel insignificant or stupid. He is the light of my life. My other half... when i hear everyone i know say "you just need that girls night out. trust me" i dont feel that way. I want to spend everymoment with Daniel.... ever free one. all day long, cuddling... being in love. its amazing... its been amazing for the past 3 years. He is my best friend. He is amazing. I cannot live without him. He is my life. my soul. my everything. and I cannot wait to make him a daddy. He will be a great dad.

2 comments:

David and Cas said...

Awe... Tear!! I love you to.
I honestly take you for granted to often, and I dont tell you how much you mean... but I know that you know. Even when i miss 10 million of your calls, or dont leave comments back or wahtever... you know that I love you so much and Im so glad your part of my life. You were put there for a reason and honestly, your friendship saved my life. It set me straight. I wouldnt have all the things I hold so dear to me today if I hadnt had you "yesterday" ya know!? I love you so much and I want you to have all the desires of your heart and soul and I want you and Daniel to grow old and happy together.
I miss you jaydizzle!!

Unknown said...

1st- you are too cute to start a blog cause you're bored. I'm just glad you've moved on past surveys?? no? alright :)

2nd- you are so sweet. I love you too. You're the bestest little sister EVER! You have such a big heart and a sweet spirit. You are beautiful and very talented. I am very proud of the women and wife you have become.