lets see here... my life is good. my husband is beautiful. I am moving into a beautifully rebuilt appartment. a great marriage. a crappy diet i cant stay one. haha. and one amazing bestfriend.
i see little kids... little babies... and i go I WANT ONE! haha. not now... i know. but i do! hehe. i cant help it! kids are too darn cute! people really get on my nerves. when they are like "when are you going to have kids?" and i say "later on... we couldnt have kids right now. expecially financially." and everyone goes "YOU ARE NEVER FINANCIALLY READY FOR KIDS" ya, i know. its not like oneday we will look at our bank accounts and it will say "ready for children" duh. but right now we cannot afford another being in our home. my paycheck is not what supports this family. its daniels finanical aid, and that goes to bills and food. so when i say we cannot afford it.. we would deal with it if it happened... but this is not the time. sometimes people need to relax and stop being so negative. "oh just wait. it only gets worse" im sorry your life sucks and your life got worse... but mine wont, so thanks. but no thanks"
I know i will be a great mom. i can tell from half the people i see roaming the streets with kids that i would be a better mom than any of them. all of them! eventually it will be my turn.
capital one is stupid and i hate them.
the end
Sunday, June 15, 2008
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2 comments:
You will be a great mother. I can't wait for you to be one!
And your paychecks do support the family! My aid helps, my tutoring pay helps, your pay helps. All taken together, we get by. But we're a team and I'd not be making it financially without you. God really looks out for us, you know. The tutoring job was a surprise - and at the end of the year, we had almost exactly enough money to make it through. Without the tutoring job, things would have been rough. Somebody is definitely looking out for us!
On exactly the same token, but to a larger extent:
without your paychecks, we wouldn't have made it by.
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